Do you ever just wish you could unmeet someone? like maybe they were great up first, or even for awhile. But then they cause you so much pain and sadness that it wasn’t even worth the good times. So now they’re just stuck in your life, in your fuckin thoughts. You want them out but nope, forever they’ll be part of you.
We always have the best and the worst timing possible. you’re the person I always want to be around and you make me so happy I can’t even explain it. I get butterflies just knowing I could see you at anytime.. and when I do I feel like I’ve never felt before. It’s amazing. you’re the most fun on wheels and you’ll forever be in my heart. well have our fantasy one day. We have plenty of time.
IM SO FUCKING PISSED. my dad has the nerve to tell me that im a freeloader mooching in his house when my mom has two jobs and he has none?!?!? ANNNND hes watching my sisters baby cause she cant afford daycare but he has the nerve to tell me its not hard to watch a baby but then he cries like a fucking baby and asks me to help AFTER I get off work, and when intold him I xont want to watch the baby after I get off work he acts like im the biggest fucking lazy ass hes ever met and hes calling my fiancé a freeloader too cause he doesnt have a job when hes been out every day putting apps in AND online AND STILL PAYS FUCKING RENT. We both pay rent and buy our own food and toiletries and stuff like that. Like GOODFUCKING LUCK WITH YPUR MARRIAGE ONCE WERE OUT CAUSE YOUR WIFE IS GONNA LEAVE YOU SO FUCKING FAST WITH THAT ATTITUDE. you sith there and do NOT A GOD DAMN THING aaaalllllll day dont have a jpb and just sit there and watch tv and eat! DOESNT CLEAN COOK DO DISHES OR A NYTHING AND YOU FUCKING CALL ME… ME A FREELOADER TAKE A LOOK IN THE FUCKING MIRROR. yes I know I should have my own place but shits hard and you should help your child without fucking blinking, but im worthless my sister’s the PERFECT one who got married and is gonna get a divorce after she has a kid and hes not doing shit for her and I somewhat have my shit together sooooorrrryyy im not good enough. Fucking shit cmon!!!! UGGGHH IM SO FUCKING HURT AND MAD RIGHT NOW.
)””: he would choose eveyone else over me. And knowing thats killing me.
Rant over. Thank you if you read this and putting up with my shit if you follow me.